Catch Up
on Apr.19, 2012
It has been awhile. Time is not linear. Sometimes things go by quickly and other times it drags like a snail. It seems though always, I am waiting. Maybe that is good. Looking toward the future instead of pondering the past. Sometimes I am stuck in mud though and I need a push to catch up!
Friend
on Mar.07, 2012
I have an old friend who is now a new friend. I never forgot about this person but they had fallen back into my past. Now they have emerged and I think of all the time without the joy of knowing them. Ahh It is a begining.
Service Dog
on Feb.22, 2012
I just realized I am being brainwashed by all my relatives. They don’t think i deserve one. But all my friends who really know me think I definately need one, including my doctor. People I am an adult now and it is up to me. But I do agree that if my next dog fails, I am getting a cat(-:
Empty
on Jan.22, 2012
How I want a service dog in my life. A regular dog just will not do. But I am glad that i am waiting. I need time to morn the loss of my two service dogs and all the health problems of my other dogs: cancer and kidney disease ect. The day will come when my emptiness is filled and my need for a service dog. Now just hope that I do not run into discrimination.
Relax
on Jan.06, 2012
Finally we are getting settled. Breathe deep in and then out. And if you knew my dad you would understand why he was sooo concerned about the ice cube on the floor. Oh I forgot to relax
That Zen thing
on Dec.29, 2011
I held the keys to my new house in my hand, unlocked the door and entered. Was this my home? It felt so foreign that I felt a shock creeping over my mind. I took some ativan, sat down on the floor and chilled. And chilled. I started to think of all the possiblilites of this house and suddenly this was my house. Although i still can’t figure where to put my fake palm tree (-:
2012
on Nov.24, 2011
GOD MAY 2012 BE A BETTER YEAR!!!! Not only for me but the whole entire world.
Moving
on Nov.11, 2011
Do I really move every ten years? Well this is the first which has been accompanied by fear. Also ambivalence and uncertainty, followed by a fugue of depression and excitement
hello world
on Nov.01, 2011
I am a walking zombie. 3 seizure meds, 2 anti psychotics, will knock anyone out. All this while I try to relocate. Iowa City is no longer welcoming. It is time to wake up and say hello to my new world.
Tired
on Sep.30, 2011
I am tired of dreaming. perhaps dreaming prefents things from coming to fruition. I guess I will sleep on this one (-:
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